Saturday, October 13, 2012

What to do?

what to do? 






What to do when nobody defends you?

What to do when nobody listens to you?

How to get rid of this debilitating loneliness?

What to do when not a soul understands your innermost feelings & desires?

How to please people uninhibitedly?

How to lead your own life without any meddling from well-meaning people?

How to retain your individuality even in a relationship?

I am Sick & Sick & Tired of people telling me what to do!  

I am a person in my own right. Do I not have the right to lead an independent life?

Lord, save me from Intrusion & Deliver me from Evil.

So that I can lead a happy and more importantly, Contented life.

Forever & Ever, Amen!








Thursday, September 13, 2012

An Unforgettable Experience


An Unforgettable Experience

Surgery……the word conjures terrifying images in one’s mind.  Doctors in green garb, knives, scissors and other lethal instruments instantly come to mind. Similar thoughts crossed my mind when I learnt that I would have to undergo Surgery for Retinal Detachment.

Petrified is too mild a word to describe what I felt. To make matters worse, my surgery was scheduled on a Monday.  This was one weekend I was definitely not looking forward to.

When I arrived at BB Eye Foundation, Minto Park I was a bundle of nerves. My surgeon Dr Sourav Sinha eased my tension considerably. He is a remarkably skilled, genial and compassionate person.  When a person realizes that surgery is imminent, compassion is something you need in large doses.

Nothing on earth could prepare me for what I was about to experience inside the OT. In spite of my best efforts, I could not curb my anxiety. Dr Sinha conversed with me at length throughout the surgery. It helped to distract me from the task, at hand.

The surgery continued for an hour, approximately. At the end of it, I thanked Dr. Sinha. I was quite surprised when he thanked me saying that I’d been a co-operative patient.

My sister and my husband were with me all through the ordeal, if I am permitted to call it so. My mother also helped a lot. Of course, they had to wait outside, but seeing their affable faces made me realize that yes, the worst is over.You don`t thank your family but i really wish i could thank them for their love and unconditional support.

It’s been more than 3 months since the surgery. My husband & I have visited BB Eye Foundation many times since that day. Every time we go there, Dr. Sinha is as friendly and warm as he was on that fateful day. His reassuring smile is always there whenever I face any doubt.

In line of Oscar acceptance speeches, I would like to thank a few people for helping me to overcome the ordeal like my husband & my sister & my mother for being with me through thick &a thin and Dr Sinha for his humane nature. I am recuperating slowly and steadily, however I have learnt a lot from this unforgettable experience.

 

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Kahaani……An Intriguing Story Indeed!

Kahaani……An Intriguing Story Indeed!

When I saw the promos of the forthcoming thriller, I was not too thrilled! Initially, it seemed like a ghost story, when I saw a particular clip, where Vidya Balan is pushed in front of a train. But, with steady nerves (or so it seemed), I went to see this unusual film.

A heavily pregnant Vidya (Bidya) Bagchi arrives at Kolkata, from London, in search of her missing husband, Arnab Bagchi. What is perplexing is that there are no records to confirm Arnab Bagchi`s existence. A hassled Vidya rushes to the Police Station, straight from the Airport, so desperate is she, to look for her missing husband. This is a somewhat unusual occurrence, which is why even the taxi driver remarks that this is not something many people do, when they arrive at Kolkata.

In the first half, the film is mystifying. Twists and turns at every corner, leave you enthralled, yet there is a point when it becomes difficult to remember the names of all the agents, moles and Police Officers.

Vidya is relentless, and despite her condition, she insists on continuing the search for her missing husband. She runs from pillar to post, looking for her husband. However, everywhere she meets a dead end. Or so it seems. She befriends Rana (Parambrata Chatterjee) who helps her in her mission (Mission Impossible, one might say). Rana says that people in Kolkata have two names, which translates, to dual identities.

The film is humorous, as well. The sleazy hotel, where Vidya decides to stay, advertises running hot water. In reality, it refers to a kid who runs, and delivers hot water, to people who require it.

Vidya Balan, as Vidya Bagchi is an actor par excellence. She had delivered a flawless performance in The Dirty Picture, which is why people were eagerly anticipating her next release. With her stunning features, and her intelligent portrayal of the character, one cannot help but be intrigued.

Lastly, Kolkata City is depicted with a lot of passion. As you view this unpretentious city, you cannot help but fall in love with Kolkata, again. Victoria Memorial, the lazy tram rides, Howrah Bridge …you will see it all. When you think of Kolkata, how can you overlook Durga Puja? By setting the climax of the film during Durga Puja, the director has effectively captured the verve of the city.

So, the question is, does the protagonist find her missing husband? Well, to know that, you have to watch the film. One thing is for sure, the climax of the film is unlike anything, I have ever seen. It depicts a lot of emotion, and when you witness the raw, naked emotion on Vidya`s face, you will feel her pain, and suffering, too.

Kahaani is an out-and-out Vidya Balan film. However, you must watch the film for the impressive performances of the Tollywood brigade, including Parambrata Chattopadhyay, Nawazuddin Siddiqui, Shaswata Chatterjee ( mirthful as an unassuming LIC Agent), and Kharaj Mukherjee( his witty self, as usual)

Kahaani is a gritty story. When you watch the film, you will relate with the protagonist, and at the end, you will feel her pain, and anguish. Kahaani is an intriguing Kahaani, watch it & see for yourself.